It's much better to face these kinds of things

I'm sorry it took me so long....
I never update this thing. And I never get to talk to/see any of my friends that used to read this. I'm lame, I know.
So...updates:
-My sister is getting married this Summer. If you haven't met Marc, you probably should. He's amazing! It's on July 7, 2007...We're going to Hawaii! We'll be there for the Fourth of July, which I'm really excited about...Sitting on the beach (with Jarrett) watching the fireworks. It will probably be the greatest week of my life. No joke...And my sister looks GORGEOUS in her dress. You have to see it!
-I think I want to be a nurse...If that's what I ultimately decide to do, then I'm going to leave IU and go to Ivy Tech in the fall. My friend Jaclyn and I are planning on getting an apartment in Bloomington in August, so I'll be going to the one down here in B-Town...
-I love you all!
So thanks for reading all of that rambling. I hope everyone else is doing alright! If you're ever in Bloomington, call me and we'll hang! Love love love everyone!

Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: Dierks Bentley

Kind of Random...
So we went out for Jessica's birthday. Cheeseburger in Paradise. Wonderful!! Her daddy paid for all of us, which was really sweet. THEN...the after-party. Holy Crap. Watch my myspace page. There should be pictures/videos coming soon. Hilarious. Everyone should know that I love to dance, and I was on it last night. My friend Miranda said I was the "Tightest white girl" that she's ever seen dance...I love these girls!! I had a lot of fun. I know everyone else did too, except for the people that were walking on cars and skateboarding into fences, cars, and dumpsters...Their night probably sucked, But mine was amazing. Happy Birthday Jess!!

Friday=Best Friend's show!! Yay Yay Yay...I haven't watched them in SO long. It's ridiculous. But I'm really excited. Frosty's with Haley. Or someone will get shanked.

lovelovelove you.

Current Mood: dirty
Current Music: the new JT-My love w/ T.I.

What up ya'll??
Wow. It's been SO long since I posted...But oh well. IU is amazing. Bloomington is such a great city. Classes suck, Calculus kicks my ass EVERY DAY! But it's lots and lots of fun. I'm coming home this weekend...SO CALL ME!!

Okay, story: Tonight there was a "Sex on the Beach" party in the lounge of our building. So I got with all of the girls on my floor and we decided to go check it out. The signs said we would get FREE condoms, lube, and sex toys. So of course, we're all SUPER excited about it. Even Bryan came over because he wanted to check it out. We get there, and it looks like every single person from the buidling is in there. IT SUCKED. HARD. There was all kinds of sex lectures...and to get a 'free' anything you had to answer a lame sex question. We all cut out early and came back to our rooms. We had our own damn sex party. Well, not really, but we did exchange different condoms...Then we just sat around and talked. These girls are ssoooo much fun!

I miss everyone...Bunches. lovelovelove you guys!!

Current Mood: giggly
Current Music: None...There is a girl crying about her boyfriend...

Friday needs to get here...quick!!
I am ssooooo pumped for TBR/VA week. I've already got my gangster outfit planned for saturday. It's pretty dang ghetto.

I also get to spend some time with James Anderson George Junior. He's pretty much the most adorable person...ever.

Last night was a Bloomington date with Jack. Fantastic time...as usual. I highly recommend V for Vendetta. It was superb. Good story...good cast...Except Natalie Portman...Kidding nicky...i'm just kidding. She was wonderful. But yeah, go see it. It's good.

Nicky burned the new underoath for me...it reminds me of Every Time I Die...mixed with a little Norma Jean...it's not what I expected from them, but it is outstanding.

I hope everyone has been okay...I miss haley,lenny and boo...I love you girls!!!

And I love love love everybody!!! -Liza-

Current Mood: giggly
Current Music: Busta Rhymes - "Touch It"

It's Friday...Thank goodness...
I haven't been on here in a while...But I am absolutely fantastic. James Anderson George Junior is riding to the Gwen Stacy show with me tonight. YAY!!!! And I get to pick Haley up!!! I'm so pumped!!!

And Saturday is translator, Traitor at the Emerson...My friend jacob's band is playing as well. I've never seen them before. It should be a good time...With James, Joel, and people that I adore...

For those of you that don't know, things between Brad and I didn't quite work out. But that's alright. He's still an awesome guy. Everything happens for a reason.

I hope everyone is doing wonderful...I miss everybody...A LOT!!!

I love love love all of you!! -Liza-

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Some kid is playing three 6 mafia on his iPod...

NBC has been replaced....
Last night was amazing...Went to Starbucks...then Nicky and my sister joined us (he tricked me...told me he was on his way to Bloomington...Then he showed up like 10 minutes later...loser...)
Then we went to Meijer and had fun...Played a little Volleyball, looked at retarded hamsters, and Nicky got a Koosh. Heh. That really was an awesome shot Jack...

We sat in the car for about 3 hours...Amazing. Listened to music, talked ...And I was extremely happy. I was out 3 hours past my curfew...But I didn't even care. And I didn't even want to leave...but it was 2:30...and I had school today. SUCK.

Yeah. I wish this feeling on everyone...It's a good one.

Tomorrow=the movies...Friday=waking Best Friend up again! Hopefully...(Brenty: This is probably going to happen every Friday...Get excited...)

School was lame...but what's new?

Megan: Sunday, February 26th...A day that will live in Infamy...

Oh...Don't worry Meg...I'll be the life-boat that rescues your people from the evil Assberg...That's right...

Sister: I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. Times 926586956123568263596569374965934769 then add 4...

I love love love everyone...Bunches... -Liza-

Current Mood: jubilant
Current Music: Fight Paris, Bitches!!! Heh...

Yesterday...was awesome. I got to hang out with Brad Waits...Hells yeah. I've missed him a lot...And I think we're going to start hanging out more, which makes me really really really happy. (Sorry we woke you up Best Friend...But I think it made you happy...)

And the show last night...Oh my goodness...Amazing...Gwen Stacy kicked A...as usual...And I think I'm the only one who loved Fight Paris. I had a good time dancing with Meg during their set...But I really think they're awesome. Their merch guy, Tony, was sssoooooo funny. He asked me to put my number in his phone...I totally pretended to...I mean, I did put a number in there, it just...wasn't mine...(sorry peewee...) I was talking to the drummer...and I promise...Every time he would say something, he would put his mouth on my neck, right by my ear...I know he was drunk and what-not, but it still creeped me out...oh well, it happens...They made me laugh...And I love them!

I got to see Lenny, Haley, and Boo...My beautiful girls...Love you all bunches!!!

Lion King and Robin Hood with Rob soon...

I actually got to talk to the most gorgeous girl in the world for more than two seconds...I miss my sister so much it hurts sometimes...ok that's a lie...I miss her that much ALL THE TIME...yeah. She's perfect. And I love love love love love love love love love her.

I miss my Jack Twist too...But that's going to be fixed tonight...Because translator, Traitor (the ivy league)...Has a show tonight...And I am pumped. Like you would not believe. NBC Hooker!!! MMMMMMMMMHHHHHMMMMMMM...yeah...

I love love love everybody...be safe... -Liza-

Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: Mae "Painless"...amazing song...

Oh Goodness...
Gwen Stacy tonight=AMAZINGLY AMAZING!!! Those boys are so freakin good...Awesome job boys...I love you all! And I miss you guys like you would not believe! I'll try to stop feeling like an intruder...And I'll hopefully be hanging out more.

I didn't get to hang out with everyone last night...My mom decided to be cute and not let me spend the night...I didn't feel like participating anyway, actually...talking with Best Friend...I don't want to say he made me feel bad, but I definitely felt...different. I don't know how long the feeling will last though...But I would rather die than disappoint him...

I watched the Labyrinth with Rob last night...That movie is so weird...But Rob wanted to watch it...He's sick so I decided not to argue with him. Then I bought him gummi worms. That he threw up later. Oops...I think the AIDS might be getting the best of Rob...Kidding...Kidding...Get Better Rob!!!

Throwdown tomorrow with my baby brother, Bradley Lee Lee, and Christopher Sorter!!! I'm excited!! I think Boo is going too...That makes me happy. Love her!!

And...I finally get to have a Frosty with Ms. Haley tomorrow. Maybe Lenny??? Hope so!...Hecks yeah!! Love them!!

I'm happy happy happy...And I Love Love Love everyone!

-Liza-

Ennis misses Jack...Real Bad...

Current Mood: hyper
Current Music: translator, Traitor!!! Oh Yeah....

i just got back from dinner...With Best Friend. You should all be jealous...It was awesome. We never really get to hang out and just talk. But we did...And I liked it a lot. We also went to Meijer...And killed people...Heh. Brent makes me happy. I love him very very much...

I went to McDonald's with Brandy after school today. Oh goodness. Some girl "passed out" and did a face-plant into the floor...I just thought she slipped, and so I started cracking up...Then she wasn't moving...I kind of felt bad, but I just wanted my food, really. An ambulance came and got her...and I ate my hash browns...Good times. Then my friend Cody came and sat down with us. We were laughing at something and this old couple walks in...The lady (who wore purple eyeshadow...to match her purple pants...) walked up to Cody and goes "were ya'll laughing at my car?"...We were like "Huh?.." So we look outside and the license plate on her Caddy says HERS ....Yeah... Then she goes..."I had some girl give me a thumb's-up one time...Those little Lezzies like it..." Lezzies as in lesbians...We lost it...She talked to us for a while, then we left. I couldn't take it anymore. She was a sweet lady though.

Valentine's Day was fun...Spent it with Meg...Then we saw Best Friend, Rob, and Cole...Love them all very much... I hope everyone had a good "Heart Day" (Thank you Travis Lyle...)

Found out that I want a Puggle...BAD!! they are so adorable...Some kid followed me and Megan around the pet store...naming every animal we saw...He seriously came up with names for every animal we looked at...Then we went into the fish section. He followed us...My first thought was 'where is this kid's mother?' then I was like "I hope you don't try to name all of these...There's 10,000 of them..." He finally got lost...I don't like little kids...They annoy the piss out of me...

No school tomorrow...no work...I get to sleep in. Hecks yeah. That never happens.

The boys have a show in Terre Haute tomorrow. I love you guys. Be safe. Melt Faces. See you Saturday!

I miss people...But crap happens. I'm tired and I'm going to sleep. I love love love all of you...Very Much!!

Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Mae "Painless"

I'm bored...I'm watching Mean Girls. Good movie...

Ice skating and P.F. Chang's tomorrow night with Megan...maybe others...depends...

Chaddy C had a bad day today...I love him so much and I wish I could make him feel better somehow...

Gwen Stacy on Saturday!!! Hells Yeah! I expect to see you all there...

Junior got 2nd when they practiced for the Daytona 500!!! I know no one but my sister understands my obsession...But I think this is going to be a good year for Junior...I hope it is, anyway...

Sorry this is lame...like I said, I'm bored...

Love Love Love you all!!!

A few of my favorite quotes:

Chad (all night long): "You motorboatin' son of a b*tch!!"

Chad: "Travis, get on that...it's too loud..."
Travis: "It's brick b*tch." ::he did a cute little hand motion::

Brandy: "We're Worldly...that's hard to say..."

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: none

Hmmm....
Last night was fun. Lots and Lots of dancing. I woke up this morning and my legs hurt sssoooo bad. I talked to Brandy about it and she goes, "Yeah...Maybe it's because you were dancing for 5 hours straight. You didn't sit still..." So yeah...I love those people more than anything.

I have a picture of Clayton in my sister's tank top. It's so funny...His arms are the size of my head...and it was skin tight...But it looked good.

I got to see Lenny, who I hardly ever see anymore...That made me happy.

Megan...You don't know how proud you make me...Yes Yes...That needs to happen every time! Just imagine...

I get to go eat with Best Friend sometime this week. I'm excited. I love you Brenty...A whole lot.

Well, I have to go get the most beautiful person ever (my sister...duh) I guess we're hanging out at Travis's again tonight...Hells yeah. TBR practice...that would make me happy...

Love Love Love you all -Liza-

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: none. My daddy is playing XBox...

My new name is Ennis Delmar...
School is funny. I just wanted everyone to know that. I go for three hours...But for those three hours, I sleep...And I still get A's...What the heck is the point??? Seriously...

Monday I went to Greenwood to hang out with Megan...had ice cream...listened to music...Almost pissed my pants when we listened to Norma Jean...There's this part at the beginning of Memphis will be laid to waste...Scariest thing ever. Go listen to it.

Yesterday I went to Bloomington to hang out with Jack for a while. I love Jack. It's always so much fun hanging out with him. I wish I could be down there everyday. It won't be long...I got my acceptance letter...Heck yeah. It might not be as much fun as I had hoped though...Who am I going to take to the moon???...heh
We went to subway...then we went to the mall. I got the Common cd. It's dang good...Then we watched the new Jim Carrey movie...It was good and all that jazz, but the best part was their kid... Nicky cried because he was laughing so hard...Good times.
Then we snuck into where Brokeback Mountain was playing. I didn't cry this time...It's sssooo freakin good though.

I just want Friday and/or Saturday to get here...quick...

I want some more Pop Rocks, Starbucks (in the movies), and Fall Out Boy...I had so much fun.

I love love love my sister...and Jack...and you

-Liza-...aka Ennis

Current Mood: peaceful
Current Music: Common

Mondays suck A
Wow...this weekend=amazing!!! With the exception of Chad's mother's funeral. I love that man...like you would not believe. He's such an amazing person. He can make me feel like the most wonderful girl ever...I just hope we can make him feel like the most wonderful boy ever. Because he is.

The Ivy League was sssoooooo freakin good. Oh my goodness...I think I could've stayed there forever...It was unbelievable. These two biotches almost got into a fight...I wanted it to happen so bad...But they quit. Lame.

Clayton's afterwards was...fun. Lots. I especially enjoyed the "My Humps" dance party. Just to let everyone know...Nathan Cooley can shake it like a salt shaker. He dances like no other. I liked the dance nate, nick, and brad waits made up too...If you haven't seen it...you're life isn't complete.

Saturday...Gwen freakin Stacy. Heck yeah. Amazing as usual...They had a lot of fun. That always makes me happy. I got to hang out with Best Friend (Brent), Rob, Boo, Lenny, and Megan and everyone else...Me and Rob are going to have fun at the next show...This is what he told me to wear: Booty shorts and my pirate leg warmers...that's it. And he wants to borrow them. I don't know if I should let him though...He might get AIDS on them. Rob started AIDS for those of you don't know...Kidding Kidding...I love that kid. A lot. I'm so glad he's home! Makes me happy

Yesterday...had to work...suck. But I came home and went to Taco Bell with Nicky. I pretty much spent the weekend with that kid. Nicholas Ray Coffing is, for lack of a better term, AMAZING. Went to Taco Bell again...with Brent and Meg Meg...Love them. Then we went to Clayton's...WOW. Good times. Had a good talk with Chad and Nick...Then I talked to Travis for a while. I love the Brilliant Remedy boys...a lot.
I also got to dance...which is always fun...For everybody I think...

I'm excited for prom. Me and Nicky are going to be the envy of the dance floor...Lap dances all around...

Also got to see the boys play guitars and sing...It reminds me of when the Ivy League and the brilliant remedy had shows together...and the massive amounts of fun that we had...Hopefully we'll have more of those shows soon...With me standing in the crowd...trying to watch Nathan Cooley move the way he does, then getting laughed at because he's all I look at when they play...Whatever...Don't judge me.

So I guess my dog died...Some guys came today to bury her...Suck. Didn't even know. My dad didn't tell me.

Alright...I'm done...I'm going to let Nicky read this and comment on it first...we're cool like that.

I love love love everybody...Be safe...And try not to get all brokeback about anything...I love you Nicky... -Liza-

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: men, women, and children...I don't know the name of the song

I want some f'in FRENCH TOAST...
Wow. I'm excited for tonight. The Ivy League! I'm so pumped. I haven't watched them in a while. They never let me down.

Last night was one of the greatest nights of my life. The Ivy League boys and The Brilliant Remedy boys...Meg, the "Hot" Hensons, Brandy, and Micah...It was so much fun. It just sucks that we had to get together under those circumstances. It makes my heart hurt. I love Chad Lehr sssoooo much. He's such an amazing person. Pray for him.

It's going to be a few weeks until I get to see Gwen Stacy play. Suck. They have a show in Fort Wayne tonight. Boys: Have a good show and I love you guys. Be safe.

Nicky...Help me out with Feb. 12th...I'm nervous. And I'm buying your dinner and your movie on the next bloomington adventure. You're helping me out a bunch...I love you!!

Random thought of the day: I wish I was old enough to get into clubs. I don't want to drink...I just want to dance...This HelloGoodbye song...Makes me dance. Like whoa. It's on repeat. Listen to it. I'll bet you a dollar that you start shaking your humps and/or lady lumps... And me and Brandy listened to good 90's music yesterday...We're going to start a night club business...Only techno and 90's music will be played...But when I DJ there's going to be a few Ying Yang and other rap songs thrown in. So I can make the "n" and the "c" seperate. Friends get in free... Who's with us???

Everyone be safe this weekend

Love Love Love all of you. -Eliza Ann-

I love my sister sssoooooo much...She's at work and I'm here by myself. Suck.

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: HelloGoodbye "Call N Return"

Eeeewwww....MONO...
I have mononucleosis. Ew. The doctor called and told me. Let me say this beforehand..."Sorry" I think a few people may get it from me...oops. Get ready though. You're going to feel like a bulldozer ran over you...5983742 times. And then backed up and did it one more time, just for good measure...SORRY!

Well...yeah. Went to Starbucks with Brandy after school today. She makes me laugh. She helped me realize that I need to let go. Something has been running through my head for the past week or so. And I just need to stop thinking about it. "It's not in the cards for me..." (The Notebook)...great movie...That quote is befitting though

It all makes sense. And I feel a huge weight lifted off of my shoulders...I can move on...Makes me happy. Do you want to know what else makes me happy?? The Ivy League!!!! Heck yeah. Friday Biotches. Get ready...I know I am...I'm also ready for February 12th...heh. But still kind of nervous...

Brent (Best Friend) played last night. Amazing. As usual. I think he's the cutest thing ever. I love him sssoooo much. Went to Peking (megan...it's not funny...)...it's some chinese buffet...With megan,rob,and eriq...Good times. I'm happy Rob's home. He's awesome.

Well, wingsnight is tonight...Not sure if I should go. I don't want to get anyone else sick. Piss.

Love love love everyone.

Current Mood: This video is sexy though...
Current Music: watching Britney Spears.Slave for You. I want to dance...

Just got back from Blockbuster with my baby brother. I got Crash. He got American History X...Both of which I have never watched. Should be a fun movie night...on the couch...by myself...(I've been sleeping there b/c I can put my head on the arm of the couch...makes it feel like there's only 5 knives in my neck instead of 500...)

I think Nicholas Ray Coffing has the best taste in music...ever. I'm listening to a song that he put on a cd...No clue who sings it or what it's called...But I love it. Something along the lines of "...Everyone knows I'm in over my head..." Nicky...tell me who sings it. Please.

Went to see Zach. He gave me The Notebook because he never watches it. He's actually good for something. Good news...He's coming home next Tuesday. We'll be able to work on our friendship a little more. Makes me happy. I hope everything works out for him.

Went to the doctor today. They said I might have Mono...So if anyone starts feeling sickly...Blame Liza. I'm sorry. They took some blood...The results should be back in a couple of days. But...He said my neck could hurt for 6 more months. Someone shoot me in the face...Right in my freakin grill, please. SUCK.

I didn't work...again. That's three days in a row...

I'm happy. Nicky and Megan laughed at me Saturday when I said it...Because I said it out of nowhere. It just hit me. Aside from the medical problems, I'm in a good place. Nothing is terribly wrong...Hope it can stay that way.

I'm going to start my movie now. Everyone be safe, please. Love Love Love everyone.

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: That one song ...Help me Nicky...

Tonight was good. It's almost the way it used to be. Almost.
The boys were amazing, but that doesn't even need to be said. It's a known fact...Those boys rock my socks...The ones that Brent hates...But seriously...They're amazing. Always.

I'm watching The Notebook by myself...I'm so lame. It's depressing.

Archie Star is amazing. Thank you Nicky!

School tomorrow...Then work...and the doctor sometime in between...It's going to suck. I didn't work at all this weekend. That hasn't happened for a while.

I figured out the story of my life: I want what I can't have. That's always the case with me...piss

I'm going to bed. After I finish crying...I do every time I watch this gosh darn movie.

I love everyone.

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Archie Star

LYDIA
My favorite song right now...

I can't stay over you. It seems we drive forever but can never get away from here, just one more try. I'm guessing you are over me, I guess it's bravery. Because it's black out the window while you sleep in the passenger seat.

So when it's always on your mind but you never speak of the name.
It's in your blood and face and I'm certain it's fame. So I stayed out in the car because the weather had gotten to me. But its really these road signs and freeways that I cant take.

This can't be how you live. It's like a ball and chain around your waist or this simple state. Your mind's sick again. I'm tasting nothing but 4 words, please don't leave me. And it's Dark in the winter so your ideas start to sleep. Well your head is spinning like that carousel, and I know you're a mess after 3 or 4. But if you make it different then we'll
make our way to the surface, and your favorite place. Where we sit, and we breath. Because I know all the words and I sing you everything. Well they're just thoughts so go ahead and speak.

Pick out what you like and call me when you're on the way. You can spend the night and hope to sleep all day. For me its just another week, twenty eight was once how I dreamed. And with your scent on my face I can leave and have you for days. I still can't see you. The summer came and we got lost, all of us. You are nothing with out her. I still wont remember your face, the features mix too well with this alcohol. So we cover ourselves in your fear, and stay to watch that moon disappear under these lights. This city's screaming at me. And as you breathe the words I better go. The sun is up and taking back all the shadows that covered this ground, and our feet, like a blanket of coal.

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Take a guess...

B-Town is Amazing...
Tonight Meg Meg and I went to Bloomington to see Nicky...Wonderful. He is the most amazing boy ever, I believe. If you don't think so, then you just don't know him. Me and Megan wanted to buy stuff...But Urban Outfitters closed before we went back. Oh shucks...that just means another trip in the Party Barge...

Brokeback Mountain...Go watch it if you're having a bad day. You will feel so much better about your life. I cried...It's ssooooo intense, as Nicky put it. Good story though.

Lydia is on repeat. It's In Your Blood. If you don't know this song...Find it. Listen. I want to fall in love to this song (yes...I know that's not possible...). The words aren't applicable, but the music is so dang pretty. It kind of makes me want to cry...They should've put it in Brokeback Mountain. Perfect fit, I think.

Gwen Stacy show at Logo's tomorrow night...well tonight actually.
The Ivy League on Friday. I'm extremely excited...heh...

Good talk with Megan on the way home. Love her tons.

Sleepover was great. I couldn't really participate...because my neck was killing me. It still is actually. I physically feel like crap. I don't think anyone understands how bad it hurts. It hurts to hold my head up. I get blood work done Monday to see what's wrong with me...decently scared. Pray for me...Seriously. Please and thank you.

I'm going to go to bed now. I love everyone. Bunches.

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Lydia

I have to clean...
Sleepover tonight!!! I am sssoooo excited. With AMAZING people...Bradley Lee Lee said we can get free ice cream if we come visit him at Ritter's tonight...Heck yes! Or I'll go get a Frosty with Haley...Either way, it's going to be awesome. Only bad part about it is that I have to clean...the entire house. Suck.

Saturday = B-Town with Meg Meg and Chris Suter...Hopefully Nicholas Ray Coffing if we're lucky. I'm really pumped.

I think it's apparent that I can't stay mad at people very long. If you shot me in the face today...I'd be friends with you tomorrow probably. I used to hold grudges...But I think it's a waste of energy really. I haven't decided whether or not this is a good quality to have...

Watched Madagascar last night with my baby brother. He laughed a lot. That makes me happy. It was a fun movie. Now we're watching Dave Chappelle's stand up routine. Hilarious.

I have to clean now. Gay.

Tonight can't come soon enough...

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: my baby brother laughing...

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